tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30300272694643166412024-03-13T11:42:15.632-07:00Keeping My Heart OpenAnonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02684687013551932647noreply@blogger.comBlogger15125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030027269464316641.post-71590962707408569152016-01-22T14:38:00.001-08:002016-01-22T14:38:27.512-08:00Barbados Baby Growing<p dir="ltr">I know a lot of our friends and family (and beyond) have been praying so much and so hard for us this last week so I wanted to give you all an update. This will be brief for update purposes today. I'll post a nice blog when we get back of pics from Barbados. </p>
<p dir="ltr">First I encourage you if you don't understand the jargon I use, please research it! There's so much I didn't know about our bodies untill going thru this and it really is amazing what our bodies do. </p>
<p dir="ltr">We had egg retrieval today. We ended up a few days behind an average schedule because my ovaries took a little longer to grow those follicles nice a big. My left ovary sucks at being an ovary because of my endometriosis on that side but my right is perfectly healthy. Because of those factors, they were only able to retrieve 5 eggs today. I was disappointed since I had been hoping for over 10 (10-15 can be average for someone my age and healthy). BUT! You only need 1 for a baby technically. They are fertilizing them tonight and we will get a call tomorrow letting us know how many survived fertilization. <br>
If we only have 2-3 make it, we will most likely be doing transfer (where they put the embryos back in me) on Monday and doing them all due to lack of embryo quality. Our plan had been 2 max but that was assuming We'd have lots of healthy embryos to freeze and use later. If miraculously all 5 make it, we will let them grow to day 5 and do a transfer of only 2 on Wednesday, and freeze the rest.</p>
<p dir="ltr">This plan would put us here an extra day or 2 but hey, it's beautiful here and it's January in Minnesota there so.....</p>
<p dir="ltr">That's our update. We are still needing lots of prayers for healthy embryos and for them to snuggle in my uterus and stick there and become a baby! </p>
<p dir="ltr">Thanks for all the thoughts and prayers so far, they really have helped keep me sane and positive and faithful thru all of this. </p>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02684687013551932647noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030027269464316641.post-25205332597771139872015-12-01T09:39:00.000-08:002015-12-01T09:39:14.864-08:00Barbados Baby<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Happy Winter (I love the snow but hate the long cold) and almost Merry Christmas! Christmas is my favorite! The decorations, the music, the love and family all around. Its the Most Wonderful Time of the Year!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Some of you may already know this but we have decided to do our IVF treatment overseas. With our flight benefits with Joe working for Delta Airlines and the treatment being half the price compared to here, it just made sense to us. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I've already started the first phase of medications and have been tirelessly working to compare prices for the rest. It's insane the amount of medications and the cost! I'm probably going to be going thru several pharmacies just to get the best prices on each drug. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I thankfully won't be starting any injections I think until right after Christmas so I shouldn't be a total hormonal mess thru the holidays. Though we have extended family parties the first 2 weeks in January so I apologize in advance to all my family if I cry uncontrollably for no reason at all! Maybe I'll be fine, right?!?!?!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">All of this will put us in Barbados the middle of January thru the end. No better time to be on an island than January when you live in Minnesota! And I've loved the Doctor and Coordinator I have down there already!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">That's my update for now and I hope to keep better at this thru this journey. I realize it's different and unconventional but I am hopeful and feel excited about it. I have a very good and positive outlook on this course of action. I'm also just excited to be moving forward with a plan of action.</span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02684687013551932647noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030027269464316641.post-30668656465342000442015-09-15T09:27:00.000-07:002015-09-15T09:27:11.378-07:00Benefit Update - SUCCESS!!!<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I've been meaning to write a post to give everyone an update on our benefit. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">It was a huge SUCCESS! </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">We can't even begin to thank everyone who helped and donated. Without our family and friends it wouldn't have been nearly as successful as it was. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">We raised on that day alone around $4,200! This is awesome! It's all put away in a special savings account for our IVF treatment whenever we're able to move forward with it. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Now we are actually researching doing our treatment over seas. With our flight benefits with Delta and the money we have saved, it puts us even closer to attempting IVF than if we were to do this at home. I'll try and keep you guys updated on here if we move forward with that. It could be a very interesting journey to follow, doing this over seas. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I want to give a special thank you and shout out to those that helped and donated for our special day;</span></div>
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<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Action Auto in Minneapolis</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ray J's American Grill</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">ThreadJoy</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">LOOKS by Milan</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Que Viet Consessions - best eggrolls ever!</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Glitterati Illustration</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Tiny Moment's Photography</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Colleen Christina Photography</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Bekki McClure for Young Living Oils</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">LifeSpa St Louis Park</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Lifetime Fitness</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Selah Therapies Massage</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Michaela Tieben Massage</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Teal Macziewski Pedicures/Manicures</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Zina Lisak and her sister and her church Riverdale Church</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">My mom Lisa =)</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">My sister in law Brianna</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">My brother Isaac</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">My Aunt Wendy</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">My sister in law Kristie for putting together gift baskets</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">My mother in law Gwen</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Linda Leach & Karissa</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Kaley Miller</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Katie Jacob</span></li>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I really hope I'm not forgetting anyone but if I am, Thank you!!!! We couldn't have done this or been this successful with out all of you! </span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02684687013551932647noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030027269464316641.post-82263707283912707792015-08-10T10:28:00.001-07:002015-08-10T10:28:40.210-07:00BENEFIT WEEK!!!!!!!<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">OMG its the week of Baby Bents Benefit! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Having a benefit thrown for you to help you raise money, for any reason, is not something you ever think you will need in your life. We have been very humbled by the amount of support and love and generosity shown to us through this process. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">A special thank you to my mom's co-worker Zina and her church, Riverdale Church in Andover, for putting this together and hosting for us!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Now.....I get to tell you about all the things we will have available at the event!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">We will have multiple vendors setting up and selling their items;</span><br />
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<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Magnolia & Vine</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Melaleuca</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">2 Massage Therapists setting up chair massage!!!!!!</span></li>
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<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Ray J's Gift Cards!!! Best Wings around!</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Action Auto Gift cards</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Boar's Head Meat and Cheese Basket</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Photography sessions from Tiny Moment's Photography and Colleen Christina Photography</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Lifetime LifeSpa Spa Package</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Lifetime MediSpa Package</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Lifetime Membership Package</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Pedicure</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Manicure</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Airbrush Makeup Application</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Lacrosse Lesson</span></li>
<li><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">AND SO MUCH MORE!!!!</span></li>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">You can tell I work in a salon with all the hair products and spa sessions I have to give away!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">There will be a large section set up like a garage sale as well with tons of random stuff to shop for including plants for you garden!</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">We are also selling the AMAZING Que Viet eggrolls! These things will seriously change your outlook on eggrolls in this world. I can't eat any others now. And my mom has been working hard on lots of breads and bread doughs for take and bake you can purchase as well! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">ALL proceeds will be going directly into our baby fund. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I want to say again how much we appreciate all of the people putting their time, money, merchandise etc into this event for us. We can't even begin to thank you all enough. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Hope to see as many of you there as possible! Let's make this a great event not just for Joe and me but also for the wonderful vendors setting up shop for us! </span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02684687013551932647noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030027269464316641.post-42721810940131989242015-07-06T09:42:00.000-07:002015-07-06T09:42:20.751-07:00Baby Bents Benefit<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Happy Summertime!!!! </span><br />
<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Summer is my favorite season of all, too bad it's the shortest here in Minnesota. I love the heat and sun and a good thunderstorm! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">We have been blessed with the surprise of a friend planning a fundraiser/benefit to help us raise money for IVF. This is something I would never have done on my own because we have ZERO desire to ask people for money. But we have had multiple friends and family members ask us how they can donate to help us have a family. </span><span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Because of this I'm happy to participate in this benefit if it brings us closer to having our own little family. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">The benefit will have a number of things going on! We will have multiple crafters and businesses set up selling their items, items for a silent auction to bid on and a handful of items for a raffle. There will also be baked goods and our friends' amazing eggrolls for sale for eating. :-)</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I really just want the place to be packed with people we love and who support us with no obligation of donating anything! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">If anyone has any ideas of anywhere we can ask for more auction items or ideas, please let me know! We will take all the help we can get to make this as successful as possible.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">The Baby Bents Benefit will be held on Saturday August 15 from 10am-1pm at Riverdale Church in Andover, MN</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I have also set up a youcaring page for those that can't make it to the benefit but have it on their heart to contribute.</span><br />
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<p dir="ltr">I have decided this year to join in on our neighborhood garage sale! I am using this as a jump start to raising money for us for IVF treatments. We have been blessed with many donations of items from family and friends for us to try and sell. </p>
<p dir="ltr">The sale is Saturday June 13 from 11-6. If you want to stop and just say hi I'd love to see your pretty faces! No need to buy things, I'm sure we will have plenty of garage sale-ing people for that. </p>
<p dir="ltr">If you are in need of any items like tools, household items, baby clothes etc, feel free to come look around. There may or may not be special treats for your purchasing pleasure as well 😉</p>
<p dir="ltr">Woo-hoo for summer!</p>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02684687013551932647noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030027269464316641.post-25409831191135140132015-04-16T07:37:00.001-07:002015-04-16T07:37:21.414-07:00New Seasons<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Hello Spring!!!!!! Is everyone as excited about the nice weather as I am?! I have beautiful plants and flowers coming up and it makes me so happy! Spring means new growth and life and a new season. And also no more winter ;-)</span><div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Feel free to contact me if you're interested in helping in any way. Or if you have ideas for me! I'm not good at this whole brainstorming/raising money thing. I'll take all the help and advice I can get!</span></div>
Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02684687013551932647noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030027269464316641.post-82874940265554558122015-02-02T15:14:00.000-08:002015-02-02T15:14:12.696-08:00One more time<div dir="ltr">
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Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02684687013551932647noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030027269464316641.post-13431091840838482014-12-08T13:32:00.000-08:002014-12-08T13:32:00.716-08:00Baby Update <span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I thought I'd give an update on the baby front since this is why I started this blog. It has definitely been therapeutic for me. It helps me to write things down and I also don't get so many questions from so many people regarding the topic. I definitely don't mind the questions, but I know some people might feel uncomfortable asking and this way it's out in the open. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Many of you know that we went thru an IUI treatment (<a href="http://www.babycenter.com/0_fertility-treatment-artificial-insemination-iui_4092.bc" target="_blank">IUI info</a>) last month and also know that it didn't work. Because of some insurance things we found out about we decided to try again this month. I chose not to tell anyone this time because of how hard it was on me emotionally last month when I found out it didn't work. Unfortunately it didn't work this month either. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I can't even begin to explain the heartbreak of having this not work for us. I'm not sure what our next step will be but I have a meeting with my fertility doctor on Wednesday morning. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I'm just going to put it out there for everyone. Nothing anyone says to me will make me feel better. Unless you've gone thru this and treatments yourself, you can't comprehend the pain and heartbreak I go thru every single month. The emotional roller coaster is exhausting and there's a solid week out of every month where I'm straight up faking it. I'm not writing this blog for people to pity me or feel bad for me. I'm writing to get this stuff out of my head and heart and so those interested stay updated. As encouraging as you may think you're being or the advice you're giving, remember I've heard it all. I've researched it all. I tell myself the same things over and over. I just need/want my friends and family to understand it sucks. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I think my next post will be some sort of delicious Christmas baking thing....</span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02684687013551932647noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030027269464316641.post-87420063392075147652014-10-07T11:50:00.000-07:002014-10-07T11:50:57.811-07:00My Soapbox for the Day<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Carrie Underwood came out with a new song last week. It's beautiful, moving and inspirational, with a very strong christian/biblical stance. For me, it has touched me and spoken to me in a way I didn't realize I needed until I heard it. I know I've said before that I am mildly (slightly more?) obsessed with her. I love her voice and her music but mostly I love her steadfast faith and the fact that she doesn't let producers/managers/the public tell her she shouldn't be vocal about her faith in God. She's not afraid of whatever public backlash there may be just because she loves God and doesn't care who knows it. </span><div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Look, I am a big believer in not judging others, it's not our place. Do I fail at this at times? Yes, of course, I'm only human. I have to remind myself constantly to not judge someone, I don't know their life story, where they've come from, what kind of day they've had etc. Therefore, I will do my best not to judge you based on differing beliefs. But I would NEVER demand that a friend/coworker/family member/stranger stop what they're saying and be silenced simply because I don't agree with them. I mean, we live in America where our founders created a Bill of Rights that has established the freedoms we have in our country. The very first amendment includes freedom of speech. It was written with the original intention of making sure the government couldn't silence a citizen simply because they don't agree with them. I highly doubt the government would get involved in banning a Carrie Underwood song but it won't stop radio stations if they are pressured enough. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Princess Buttercup - The only girl in the group, is half the size of the boys but very vocal and holds her own against the boys really well! Loves to cuddle right on your chest tucked under your chin.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">That's all the news right now other than being sad that its basically September which means summer is over =( I am definitely not looking forward to cold weather coming our way. Except for cooking delicious feel good home cooked meals.....Chili for dinner tonight on this rainy Friday.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Again, a huge thank you to Jen and Luke for being amazing hosts and letting me come experience Nashville for the first with you guys!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I found myself in urgent care yesterday, how I got there I can't quite remember considering the amount of pain I was in had me hyperventilating. My mom kept me on the phone (bluetooth handsfree in the car, don't worry) the whole drive there just in case. Turns out I have multiple cysts on my left ovary. Who knew these little guys could cause so much pain! So after spending all day at the urgent care, multiple blood draws, a shot in the butt, a CT scan and 2 different types of ultra sounds, I was sent home with a prescription for vicodin at 5:30. Needless to say, they don't do much for cysts other that manage the pain for you because they typically resolve on their own. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Now I have a phone call into the fertility clinic to find out if the drugs I was on last month can trigger something like this to happen. Seems like if it's not one thing its another lately. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Something exciting and happy to tell you about!? I get to go to Nashville on Friday for the weekend to see an old and good friend of mine who just moved there! I'm so excited! I've never been there before (shocking I know, considering my musical background) and to make things better, we get to see Carrie Underwood at the Grand Ol' Opry! Many of you know this about me already but in case you didn't I LOVE CARRIE UNDERWOOD! So I look forward to my fun exciting weekend with my friend Jen and exploring Nashville with her. I will hopefully have some great pics to post on my next blog and I will tell you all about it! </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">I hope everyone has a great weekend as well! Here's my favorite performance by Carrie. Grab a tissue, it's beyond moving.</span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;"><br /></span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02684687013551932647noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030027269464316641.post-40079607128774596012014-07-21T09:06:00.000-07:002014-07-21T09:06:39.794-07:00Information Overload<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">We went to an informational meeting this past Saturday all about adoption and international adoption thru Lutheran Social Services and Children's Home Society (they are partners in adoption services). A thanks to both our moms for joining us in order to have extra ears there! Talk about a ton of info! We're more interested in international adoption and of course they didn't get to that until the last hour of the 4hr meeting =) Interestingly, we ended up most drawn to adoption from the Marshall Islands. Here's a link to their tourism page. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">The Marshall Islands ask that to adopt from their country that you keep the adoption somewhat open. I haven't been open to that in a domestic adoption but am ok in this instance. The idea that the birth parents can't show up at my door but we can plan a trip to go visit on our terms and that child can know their heritage if they want seems great to both of us. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Now the catch is this; they expect adopting parents to stop fertility treatments when going thru the adoption process. Also, if we were to get pregnant, we would need to stop the adoption process. Seeing as how it would take 1-3 years to actually be placed with an adopted child, I don't want to just stop trying to get pregnant but if we wait to start the adoption process and don't get pregnant in a couple years again, we're that much more behind on the adoption process. It's totally a catch 22. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">We definitely need some guidance and direction on what to do. We won't be doing any fertility treatments in the next couple months anyway but if we wait to register to start adoption, we'll be that much more behind. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Please pray for some guidance for us in which steps to take next. </span><br />
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<br />Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02684687013551932647noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3030027269464316641.post-27733073509022696432014-07-17T09:34:00.000-07:002014-07-17T09:34:41.478-07:00When the World Knocks You Down<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">So with so many things going on in life and a million things running thru my mind every second of every day, I've decided to start a blog. Getting things out of my head, whether it's stress, frustrations, recipes or pictures of my cats or niece & nephew, helps me to feel like I'm not alone. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Many of you know my husband and I have been trying to have a baby for over 2 years now. There's nothing "wrong" with either one of us so therefore, we're an unexplained infertility case. I've gone thru several rounds of a couple different fertility drugs and been monitored by a great fertility clinic. Still to no avail. What you may or may not know is this stuff costs quite a bit of money. So, we won't be doing anything for the next couple of months in order to feel more financially stable. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">That being said, I've decided to sign us up for an adoption informational seminar. Sounds super fun, right? I've actually always wanted to adopt (though I want my own children as well). Since getting pregnant doesn't seem to be working or in God's plan for whatever reason, I want to move forward with some other way for me to have in my life the baby I've desired since I can remember. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Everyone keeps telling me that God has a plan and even though we don't understand it, He knows best. While my brain agrees with this, my heart is still broken and doesn't understand why God would be ok with breaking my heart over and over. I just pray that whatever His plan is, whenever I get to see it fulfilled, it will be so much better than I could have hoped for myself. </span><br />
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<span style="font-family: Verdana, sans-serif;">Until next time, thanks for reading :-) </span>Anonymoushttp://www.blogger.com/profile/02684687013551932647noreply@blogger.com0